I hope that one day , soon enough , you realize what you’re doing . I hope you realize that you’re making the wrong choice . It may feel right now , but how do you know it wont go back to how it used to be ? Youve never even given me a chance to make you the happiest girl , because I can . I can make you so happy , and you know that . Im so much different than anyone else . I won’t be mean , I won’t pick stupid little fights with you over nothing , Ill treat you the way you should be treated . I am in love with you , and its crazy . you’re the best thing thats never happened to me . I dont want anyone else to have  me . I only want you . I only want to impress you . I get mad alot , but thats only because what Ive been going through to get you back . Ive been fighting for you , I still am . Its hard . but you’re all I want . But if you dont come back soon enough , I’ll have to leave . I can’t wait forever . I love you bugg.  

I’ve had these burns on my arms for days .. & nobody’s noticed yet . kinda weird, but good I guess. too hot to wear long sleeves to hide them.